Friday, September 29, 2006. 1:16 AM .
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Ya gonna laugh your head out at this student.
Back from my holiday, day 1 of my holiday was survivable and was rather pleasant but day 2 was just horrible, it can't get any worst than that man.
Location (Malacca, Malaysia)
Date (28 Sept 2006)
People there( Dad, Mom, Sis, Me)
So our day began on our day2 holiday in malacca, we got outta our hotel and check out and we headed for the golf course to have a family game of golf. On our way to the golf course, a freaking huge monitor lizard juz ran out of the jungle that is along the road and horg a large portion of the road causing many cars to have this sudden break. Nothing happen though.
Got to the golf course, i played like crap. It was so so so so to the power of 10 so bad. From tee 1 to tee 5, i was warming up, then from tee 6-7, i was at my peak of my performance, than half way through tee 7, i found my BLUE NIKE BAG MISSING. i was freak out, we stop our game and started the search around the golf course for my bag. In my bag, there is my Handphone, wallet, thumbdrive, clothings. Aiya..alot la..
So all gone, ask the marshall, they also know "shit".
waste my time asking them only. okay. so after that, i continue my golf game, for the next 9 holes, wah, i really cant focus sia. i hit so many balls to the jungles and the ponds, feeding the monkies, fishes and crocodiles with golf balls. Game ended, my score was "spectacular".
Feeling really down and sad that my bag could not be found, my parents decided to go shopping in Malacca shopping centre. IT WAS PATHETIC. We went in empty handed, we came out empty handed. A shopping that lasted for 1 and a half hour with no fruits of any cloth or any item bought besides MAFFINS. Got outta the shopping centre cause we wantted to go for dinner, got into the car, drove outta the area carpark, only to discover, OPPOSITE the road is A GREENER PASTURE of SHOPPING MALLS. Just across the road of Malacca shopping centre was this new shopping mall, it was far more vibrant than the place we just shop. Wah..we all pek chek ah. NEVERMIND. So we drove somewhere and stop at some wu lu place where there is this eating spot. Ate there, and continue our journey.
The journey home wasn't pleasant. We were at the start of the journey and our car was turning, to another road on this merging lane. Next to us was this motor-biker, he tried to squeeze through us and turn at the same time too. Disaster happen. He crashed onto our car and he fell of his bike. All of us were shock, both my mom and dad rushed outta the car to take a look at the fellow. Wah, thank God sia, the fellow could still stand up. And that dude wasn't abusive at all, verbally or physically. He was juz rather pissed with the poor driving. So we just compensate him with a 50rm and we were on our way home to Singapore again.
Haiz. what a horrible time in Malaysia.
Reach back to Singapore, before i can even reach home, i have to go report to Singapore police because of the lost IC. In the end, reach home at 2am plus around there. i was dead tired.
I'm actually rather disapointted with the holiday, it was more of stressful then a rest to me. So many problems la.
Some more by right my holiday should at first be 5 days, den after that reduce to 4 days due to some problems, then after that reduce to 3 days because my dad needed to leave Singapore at a certain date, then reduce to 2 days because his boss called him and told him he may be leaving the country earlier. SO THE HOLIDAY WAS LIKE SCREWED LAH..SO EXPENSIVE AND SO AND SO TRAUMATIC. oh well.
Here are some photos i got on the first day.
My sis and i <33
The sky was hazy, and there were like 1000 over birds in the sky la..
Nice eh..the tree, there were like alot of birds on this tree too..
King Basil and his Blue crown made of cloth. =.-
The Royal Palace of King Basil..no la..juz my hotel i stayed in.
Monday, September 25, 2006. 12:15 PM .
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Dear Basil.
It has been ages since you last reflected on yourself. 17 years of your life has pass already, 17 years of life put to waste, 17 less years to live of what God has plan for your time on Earth. When will you ripen up and mature like the rest of the other 17 year old people?
This frustration has been bottled up for a really long time already. You’re such a fool. Wisent up would you!? Look at yourself? Stare at the mirror now. You’re a joke of the society. Can you dress up properly and do something about your hair. What is the different between you and a nerd? I see no comparison at this rate. Now about your character, you’re such a dude who just talk about things you’re gonna do, but where the fish are the actions? Often you always manage to convinced yourself as well as others the things you say, but tell me now, how often you walk the talk? What about prophecy? God has already been speaking to you about this for more than a month already. During time of prophecy, He never fails to give you the WORDS He wants you to say and tell the cell group. What is taking you so long to step out in faith you coward? Has the cell have too many members for you that you dare not speak up? You’re no more a kid let me remind you once again. Don’t ever test my patience for too long or the wrath of Basil will come upon you. Pull up your socks now, change now, not later.
Truthfully, it is really painful to know that it is taking you ages to change for the better and to mature up. You’ve been through the ups and downs with me and still you’ve failed to learn from your past experience. You know the lacerating pain I feel don’ts you? Now the trust you’ve once earn is now gone due to the lack of sheer responsibility of taking actions over your words. The shelter you’ve made is nothing but a temporary roof that is now collapsing over you. It is really saddening to finally know that whatever you do is mainly for the short-coming, and it really hurt me most to see that your life has not improve much. You’re such a disappointment at times.
I’m starting to feel the fear in myself that you’re never gonna change. Voices kept buzzing around my head like pesky flies that would not go away, instilling fear within the weak heart beneath the chest. Is speaking a word of prophecy a task so hard to be done? Are you waiting for the chance where God decided to use someone else to speak up for Him? Losing a chance to rise up ain’t cool at all Basil. This fear have been wandering around the void of the thoughts for a really long time now, are you not going to take any action and deal with that problem?
Reality is now crashing down onto me like a brick, oh how foolish and unwise of me to stay like these all this while. You could have realize your problems and mistakes earlier you know. Now so much time has been wasted, and so many people have already fell victim to your irresponsibility’s. My mind is in a whirl, I felt like a ragged doll spinning around in my washing machine, as confusion fill its way up to the very thought of a changing life. “Why haven’t you done this earlier??” If you had changed like primary 1 or something, you probably be a person in a smarter stream when you had reach secondary school.
Okay, shake yourself up and get outta this emotional feelings man. Real men don’t cry over spilled milk or their problems, they freaking solve it. If you know you’re a men filled with flaws and blemishes, time to do some polishing over yourself and make yourself a much more shinier you and be the light and salt of the world. Be a beacon of attraction to man and see you as the living example of a good testimony!!
I still love you Basil, I love you too much for you to continue to remain the same. Live your life to your fullest, for your life is priceless in my opinion. Nothing in this world has the title to replace where you stand, I may be bias, but I don’t care. I love you and you know you’re the best. Rock on Basil, rock on.
Sign.
Sincerely me.
It has been ages since you last reflected on yourself. 17 years of your life has pass already, 17 years of life put to waste, 17 less years to live of what God has plan for your time on Earth. When will you ripen up and mature like the rest of the other 17 year old people?
This frustration has been bottled up for a really long time already. You’re such a fool. Wisent up would you!? Look at yourself? Stare at the mirror now. You’re a joke of the society. Can you dress up properly and do something about your hair. What is the different between you and a nerd? I see no comparison at this rate. Now about your character, you’re such a dude who just talk about things you’re gonna do, but where the fish are the actions? Often you always manage to convinced yourself as well as others the things you say, but tell me now, how often you walk the talk? What about prophecy? God has already been speaking to you about this for more than a month already. During time of prophecy, He never fails to give you the WORDS He wants you to say and tell the cell group. What is taking you so long to step out in faith you coward? Has the cell have too many members for you that you dare not speak up? You’re no more a kid let me remind you once again. Don’t ever test my patience for too long or the wrath of Basil will come upon you. Pull up your socks now, change now, not later.
Truthfully, it is really painful to know that it is taking you ages to change for the better and to mature up. You’ve been through the ups and downs with me and still you’ve failed to learn from your past experience. You know the lacerating pain I feel don’ts you? Now the trust you’ve once earn is now gone due to the lack of sheer responsibility of taking actions over your words. The shelter you’ve made is nothing but a temporary roof that is now collapsing over you. It is really saddening to finally know that whatever you do is mainly for the short-coming, and it really hurt me most to see that your life has not improve much. You’re such a disappointment at times.
I’m starting to feel the fear in myself that you’re never gonna change. Voices kept buzzing around my head like pesky flies that would not go away, instilling fear within the weak heart beneath the chest. Is speaking a word of prophecy a task so hard to be done? Are you waiting for the chance where God decided to use someone else to speak up for Him? Losing a chance to rise up ain’t cool at all Basil. This fear have been wandering around the void of the thoughts for a really long time now, are you not going to take any action and deal with that problem?
Reality is now crashing down onto me like a brick, oh how foolish and unwise of me to stay like these all this while. You could have realize your problems and mistakes earlier you know. Now so much time has been wasted, and so many people have already fell victim to your irresponsibility’s. My mind is in a whirl, I felt like a ragged doll spinning around in my washing machine, as confusion fill its way up to the very thought of a changing life. “Why haven’t you done this earlier??” If you had changed like primary 1 or something, you probably be a person in a smarter stream when you had reach secondary school.
Okay, shake yourself up and get outta this emotional feelings man. Real men don’t cry over spilled milk or their problems, they freaking solve it. If you know you’re a men filled with flaws and blemishes, time to do some polishing over yourself and make yourself a much more shinier you and be the light and salt of the world. Be a beacon of attraction to man and see you as the living example of a good testimony!!
I still love you Basil, I love you too much for you to continue to remain the same. Live your life to your fullest, for your life is priceless in my opinion. Nothing in this world has the title to replace where you stand, I may be bias, but I don’t care. I love you and you know you’re the best. Rock on Basil, rock on.
Sign.
Sincerely me.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006. 7:38 AM .
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This is a letter to the late Steve Irwin.
Written by ME!!!
Today =D
Dear Mr. Steve Irwin.
I remembered how you died. You were happily swimming in the Great Barrier Reef taking video for your next film. Then you saw this cute stingray, and you got attracted by it. And so you draw near. You took your camera with you, wanting to film the whole creature. You got above it, and closer to it. You wanted to feel the intimacy with the creature. But looks can be deciving, although it was really cute and attractive in your opinion, it didn't care. So as you got close to it, it, the stingray when defensive. It's barb came out and sting you right on your chest, penertrating the sting right into your heart. Oh how heart breaking emotionally and physically that sight was.
No matter how broken hearted your heart was by that sudden attack by the stingray that caught your attention, it is too late. The poison of the sting had already flow through your whole body.
it wasn't long before you were pronounce dead.
Well. It is really saddening for me to see a croc hunter dying in the hands of a little stingray.
I wasn't please with that stingray that murdered you, so yesterday and today, i decided to take revenge for you=]. Yesterday, i went to Jack's Place and ate up one of stingray's best friend, Catfish. And today, i got even further, i had it's fellow sea-mate, squid, for dinner. Not only that, i even had it's shellfish friend, oyster, made into sauce and pour over my vegetables. And for the last dish, i had it's family member, it's very own kin, stingray. How do you feel Mr Crocodile Hunter, the nice sweet taste of revenge is your mouth now eh?? Well, mine is the chilli hot taste of Samba Sontong and Stingray in my mouth now. It was delicious:]
That's about it, I've told you what i wanted to say. You can now rest in peace now that you know that you have been avenge for. But if you're still not statisfy and still want more sweet revenge. No problem, i love eating those creatures. Yeah I know you can't get your hands on the stingray now that you're WAY WAY above sea level, so i'm willing to help you. So take good care up there and have fun with the clouds.
Your faithful viewer.
Basil Osward Chai. <3
Written by ME!!!
Today =D
Dear Mr. Steve Irwin.
I remembered how you died. You were happily swimming in the Great Barrier Reef taking video for your next film. Then you saw this cute stingray, and you got attracted by it. And so you draw near. You took your camera with you, wanting to film the whole creature. You got above it, and closer to it. You wanted to feel the intimacy with the creature. But looks can be deciving, although it was really cute and attractive in your opinion, it didn't care. So as you got close to it, it, the stingray when defensive. It's barb came out and sting you right on your chest, penertrating the sting right into your heart. Oh how heart breaking emotionally and physically that sight was.
No matter how broken hearted your heart was by that sudden attack by the stingray that caught your attention, it is too late. The poison of the sting had already flow through your whole body.
it wasn't long before you were pronounce dead.
Well. It is really saddening for me to see a croc hunter dying in the hands of a little stingray.
I wasn't please with that stingray that murdered you, so yesterday and today, i decided to take revenge for you=]. Yesterday, i went to Jack's Place and ate up one of stingray's best friend, Catfish. And today, i got even further, i had it's fellow sea-mate, squid, for dinner. Not only that, i even had it's shellfish friend, oyster, made into sauce and pour over my vegetables. And for the last dish, i had it's family member, it's very own kin, stingray. How do you feel Mr Crocodile Hunter, the nice sweet taste of revenge is your mouth now eh?? Well, mine is the chilli hot taste of Samba Sontong and Stingray in my mouth now. It was delicious:]
That's about it, I've told you what i wanted to say. You can now rest in peace now that you know that you have been avenge for. But if you're still not statisfy and still want more sweet revenge. No problem, i love eating those creatures. Yeah I know you can't get your hands on the stingray now that you're WAY WAY above sea level, so i'm willing to help you. So take good care up there and have fun with the clouds.
Your faithful viewer.
Basil Osward Chai. <3
Saturday, September 16, 2006. 10:05 AM .
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oh my!! oh my!!
my blog is going crazy..
i've people telling me that they cant excess my blog.
my blog is going crazy..
i've people telling me that they cant excess my blog.
there are even pple that say that there are too many pop-outs.
argh.
stupid advertisers.
they see my blog too good.
know confirm got pple go come my blog go read.
so decided to advertise here without my permission.
idiot sia they all. =.-
stupid advertisers.
they see my blog too good.
know confirm got pple go come my blog go read.
so decided to advertise here without my permission.
idiot sia they all. =.-
den today. i go to my blog, see if got excess to tagboard..
also dun have.
my tagboard kena eaten up sia.
dunno y i dun see it.
also dun have.
my tagboard kena eaten up sia.
dunno y i dun see it.
blogger.com deserve to be burn..
argh.
hmmm. okay. let me begin with my day.
argh.
hmmm. okay. let me begin with my day.
woke up early to go meet simon and alex and his fren.
i got there late..
den in the end meet them in tampinese kfc.
den in the end meet them in tampinese kfc.
simon and i keep suaning alex sia..
cuz he did real badly for his exam.
and so we keep saying to him he can go take 'sup sup paper'.
he somemore got to take 3 paper..i dunno how he can cope sia.
cuz he did real badly for his exam.
and so we keep saying to him he can go take 'sup sup paper'.
he somemore got to take 3 paper..i dunno how he can cope sia.
i onli taking one sup paper i feeling the stress liao.
den after that.
he and his fren left much earlier..
go where!??
they still go and cybercafe go play..wah..
i really nothing to say to him sia..
ultimate slacker..he win le lor.
he and his fren left much earlier..
go where!??
they still go and cybercafe go play..wah..
i really nothing to say to him sia..
ultimate slacker..he win le lor.
so now it is me and simon.
we decided to go starbucks to study.
he went off home first cuz he wants to do his 'business' at home.
wth..i dunno y he cannot use the public toilet..
his butt muz be royal one..need his special home toilet.
we decided to go starbucks to study.
he went off home first cuz he wants to do his 'business' at home.
wth..i dunno y he cannot use the public toilet..
his butt muz be royal one..need his special home toilet.
haha.
nevermind. so i go starbucks first.
go there. found a really comffy sofa.
sat on it. and then sleep.
too shiok liao. i didnt even buy a coffee from them lah.
nevermind. so i go starbucks first.
go there. found a really comffy sofa.
sat on it. and then sleep.
too shiok liao. i didnt even buy a coffee from them lah.
when i woke up. it was 1.30pm le.
5 minutes later..simon arrive.
we end up chatting lah..
cuz too many things to share about le.
talk until 3.20pm.
then i decided to go take a walk around tampinese mall.
5 minutes later..simon arrive.
we end up chatting lah..
cuz too many things to share about le.
talk until 3.20pm.
then i decided to go take a walk around tampinese mall.
looking for a proper outing shoe..haha.
but couldnt find the kind i wanted.
so didnt buy anything.
after awhile. decided to go for service le.
so he go home.
n i go for service.
reach expo. found my cell. but there was only 2 pple guarding 20++ sits.
after awhile. decided to go for service le.
so he go home.
n i go for service.
reach expo. found my cell. but there was only 2 pple guarding 20++ sits.
but i needed to go toilet. so i went off and i was suppose to rush back.
i go toilet.
come back out. see fiona.children church fren.
haha..talk and talk and talk..share alot of things.
in the end.
i happily forgot i've to return fast to guard the sits.
got back. the sits were still not taken thank God.
but there were only like 2 more people who just came after 20 minutes of talking..
i go toilet.
come back out. see fiona.children church fren.
haha..talk and talk and talk..share alot of things.
in the end.
i happily forgot i've to return fast to guard the sits.
got back. the sits were still not taken thank God.
but there were only like 2 more people who just came after 20 minutes of talking..
where all my members sia...take their time to go service..aiyo.
service start soon and the members soon all arrive.
service was great and funn!! haha..the sermen drama was also super funny.
their acting super sia.
i love it when pastor keep pausing them half way to show how the example is done.
haha..den they will pause from where they stop and remain at that position..haha.
after service.
go bk makan.
on our way there..
wahahahaa..keep suaning and arrowing audrey..she is my new cell member.
about 2-3 weeks new lah.
go bk makan.
on our way there..
wahahahaa..keep suaning and arrowing audrey..she is my new cell member.
about 2-3 weeks new lah.
haha..so fun to talk to her.
at first i was doing well in the suaning..den after that..she starts making it backfire back at me..
at first i was doing well in the suaning..den after that..she starts making it backfire back at me..
wah..i tio shock sia..
hahaha.
hahaha.
but it was funny still.
reach bk. sat we audrey, esther and her new fren(alicia).
wahaha..chaotic sia.
all making fun of each other and making use on what we learn in today sermen on each other.
reach bk. sat we audrey, esther and her new fren(alicia).
wahaha..chaotic sia.
all making fun of each other and making use on what we learn in today sermen on each other.
it was super hilarious.
after that. i decided to change sit to another table.
i went to talk to gladys.
haha..she also very funn to talk to.
she is a potential teacher..
so i always call her 'Miss Tan'.
after that. i decided to change sit to another table.
i went to talk to gladys.
haha..she also very funn to talk to.
she is a potential teacher..
so i always call her 'Miss Tan'.
then she would call me 'Blables' <---a mix of basil and bubbles.
haha..also alot to talk to..
after awhile.
talk here talk there..
den i go change sit again..
change back and go sit with audrey and a the rest.
haha..also alot to talk to..
after awhile.
talk here talk there..
den i go change sit again..
change back and go sit with audrey and a the rest.
alot to talk sia..laugh like mad..haha..in the cell..got more new funn pple to make fun and joke with.
haha..
for the 3rd time. i change sit again.
this time..i change to a bigger larger table where the cell members can fellowship together.
for the 3rd time. i change sit again.
this time..i change to a bigger larger table where the cell members can fellowship together.
so alot of us shifted.
talk talk eat eat send alicia off to the bus stop..
go back talk talk eat eat joke joke..
den i too out my laptop..
play puzzle fighter with audrey.
haha..win her all the way..she couldnt even beat me for even one round.
go back talk talk eat eat joke joke..
den i too out my laptop..
play puzzle fighter with audrey.
haha..win her all the way..she couldnt even beat me for even one round.
LOL. soon the affiliated cell start coming in and joining us..
lol. then we played murderer till 11pm.
lol. then we played murderer till 11pm.
the game was super fun and hilarious lah..
loser go take those unknown pple fries..LOL.
haha..we're bunch of free loaders man..haha.
loser go take those unknown pple fries..LOL.
haha..we're bunch of free loaders man..haha.
after that go home..
i take bus to khatib..
on the way there..we keep singing praise and worship.
sing with all kinds of funny voice.
i take bus to khatib..
on the way there..we keep singing praise and worship.
sing with all kinds of funny voice.
the bus journey was fast..
in a blink of an eye..eh..i m in khatib le.
in a blink of an eye..eh..i m in khatib le.
haha. so that is my day. alot of things to laugh about.
alot of retarded things i've perform.
alot of retarded things i've perform.
hmmm. i wander wad tmr will bring.
will i again be alone for service like last week.
will i again be alone for service like last week.
that was so pathetic lah.
no members there..aiyo.
thx God'i'm rather close to shilin cell man..
if not ah..i think i can happily go sit by myself le..
if not ah..i think i can happily go sit by myself le..
GOOD NITE HUMAN BEINGS!!
and oh ya..simon.! thx for helping me today.=D
and oh ya..simon.! thx for helping me today.=D
Wednesday, September 13, 2006. 8:59 AM .
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óh man.
life is getting more and more torturous.
exams are really never gonna end.
i've been studying and studying.
studying like mad..turning to a dumbass.
but it just never seems to end.
i've never really got to know the actual purpose of giving me exams.
what ever i study will juz go down the drain once exam is over.
so tell me what the fish is the point of making me take so many exams??
they are a super waste of my time.
i dun mind going school.
i dun mind going for lessons.
but i so freaking mind going for exams.
i just got back my results from NYP.
haha..i really did real badly..the worst ever in my life man.
failed my macroeconomics.
so sad la..
and you know failing that one subject means what??
THIS MEANS I HAVE TO TAKE SUPPLYMENTARY PAPER.
which also means..
MY EXAMINATION IS NOT GOING TO END THIS FRIDAY.
but
25 SEPTEMBER 2006.
haix.
give me a break
i need a timeout man.
haiyoz..
if ah..i still got exams after 25 Sept.
i think i can call this indirect murder liao.
killing me by making me overwork till i die sia.
i need to study.
tra-la-la-la-la-la..
Oh God please brainwash me.
Nah-na-na-na-na-na..
Make me love to study.
Blah-bla-bla-bla-bla-bla..
So i can be more nerdy.
Wah-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha..
there is sometimes i m really envious of nerds man.
they can keep on studying and they just ENJOY doing so!!?
and HoW on EarThh ishh dAt poSiblE foR moSt of uS heRe.
i m like a person who only know how to joke about life..
make funn if how the world is runn..
and always seeking for the shortest cut to make things easier.
haiz.
i feel like composing a song at this moment.
all the feelings i have within are about to burst out.
ah sheesh.
how i wish i can record songs in my computer.
how i wish i can just freaking get outta this moment and just rush for the future.
SO I CAN JUST SKIP ALL THE STUDYING.
i feel like farting.
i feel like farting infront of all those idiots setting the dumbass exam papers for me to do.
i'll let them know the taste of my fart.
although it really varies with the food i eat the previous day.
i'll let them taste my fart and they shall faint.
my fart shall pollute their mind and they cant think of no more dumbass question for me to do!!
muahahhaaha..
okay. i need a psychiatrist. help.
haha. my mom is so nice.
after my exam. she is going to bring me out for a holiday for me to relax my tired mind.
haha.
that is so sweet of her.
NAOMI XIAO-JIE!!!
THIS IS A SHOUT-OUT TO YOU!!
LETS GET OUR PENS ROLLING AND START STUDYING LIKE BEFORE.
DUN GET A GROUP TOO BIG.
JUZ 4 PERSON THE MAX OKAYE!??
LETS STUDY AND BRING GLORY TO THE RISEN ONE.!!
life is getting more and more torturous.
exams are really never gonna end.
i've been studying and studying.
studying like mad..turning to a dumbass.
but it just never seems to end.
i've never really got to know the actual purpose of giving me exams.
what ever i study will juz go down the drain once exam is over.
so tell me what the fish is the point of making me take so many exams??
they are a super waste of my time.
i dun mind going school.
i dun mind going for lessons.
but i so freaking mind going for exams.
i just got back my results from NYP.
haha..i really did real badly..the worst ever in my life man.
failed my macroeconomics.
so sad la..
and you know failing that one subject means what??
THIS MEANS I HAVE TO TAKE SUPPLYMENTARY PAPER.
which also means..
MY EXAMINATION IS NOT GOING TO END THIS FRIDAY.
but
25 SEPTEMBER 2006.
haix.
give me a break
i need a timeout man.
haiyoz..
if ah..i still got exams after 25 Sept.
i think i can call this indirect murder liao.
killing me by making me overwork till i die sia.
i need to study.
tra-la-la-la-la-la..
Oh God please brainwash me.
Nah-na-na-na-na-na..
Make me love to study.
Blah-bla-bla-bla-bla-bla..
So i can be more nerdy.
Wah-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha..
there is sometimes i m really envious of nerds man.
they can keep on studying and they just ENJOY doing so!!?
and HoW on EarThh ishh dAt poSiblE foR moSt of uS heRe.
i m like a person who only know how to joke about life..
make funn if how the world is runn..
and always seeking for the shortest cut to make things easier.
haiz.
i feel like composing a song at this moment.
all the feelings i have within are about to burst out.
ah sheesh.
how i wish i can record songs in my computer.
how i wish i can just freaking get outta this moment and just rush for the future.
SO I CAN JUST SKIP ALL THE STUDYING.
i feel like farting.
i feel like farting infront of all those idiots setting the dumbass exam papers for me to do.
i'll let them know the taste of my fart.
although it really varies with the food i eat the previous day.
i'll let them taste my fart and they shall faint.
my fart shall pollute their mind and they cant think of no more dumbass question for me to do!!
muahahhaaha..
okay. i need a psychiatrist. help.
haha. my mom is so nice.
after my exam. she is going to bring me out for a holiday for me to relax my tired mind.
haha.
that is so sweet of her.
NAOMI XIAO-JIE!!!
THIS IS A SHOUT-OUT TO YOU!!
LETS GET OUR PENS ROLLING AND START STUDYING LIKE BEFORE.
DUN GET A GROUP TOO BIG.
JUZ 4 PERSON THE MAX OKAYE!??
LETS STUDY AND BRING GLORY TO THE RISEN ONE.!!
Monday, September 11, 2006. 9:11 AM .
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today is my statistic exam.
most of the time.
i would be worried sick after finishing that paper.
but today is different.
today i finish my paper in a bliss..
hey people who prayed for me..thx alot!!
i m quite confident with my work!!.
after exam.
i go home.
play abit of computer, den go out orchard to watch movie
i watch barnyard today.
haha..quite funny..
but it was even funnier seeing the person beside beside me.
it was hongtat.
he was laughing like mad lah..
his laughter brings miniture earthquake to the cinema.
and u can actually notice his laughter from the crowd of pple.
oww...
cuz the chairs of the cinema were rather loose and i could be shake.
and their floor were hollow.
when hongtat laugh..he stomp his feet and vibrate real vigirously on his chair.
and i tell ya..
i sitting a few sits away from him..
could feel the earth shaking..
and the chair rocking.
it felt like 'motion master'.
haha. so embarassing to be next to him sia..LOL.
the show was okaye.
i still prefer chicken little though..it was far more funnier.=p
hmmm.
after movie. we when off to swensen to eat icecream
spend $8.30 on a Frosted Chocolate Malt.
oww..big whole in the pocket.
but it was good.
that was my day.
oh yar. when i reach home.
want to use the stupid msn.
it wasnt working..freaking dumbass msn.
thx God i've got skype.=p
okay. friday once more i have exam.
i think that one i good game liao.
haha.
most of the time.
i would be worried sick after finishing that paper.
but today is different.
today i finish my paper in a bliss..
hey people who prayed for me..thx alot!!
i m quite confident with my work!!.
after exam.
i go home.
play abit of computer, den go out orchard to watch movie
i watch barnyard today.
haha..quite funny..
but it was even funnier seeing the person beside beside me.
it was hongtat.
he was laughing like mad lah..
his laughter brings miniture earthquake to the cinema.
and u can actually notice his laughter from the crowd of pple.
oww...
cuz the chairs of the cinema were rather loose and i could be shake.
and their floor were hollow.
when hongtat laugh..he stomp his feet and vibrate real vigirously on his chair.
and i tell ya..
i sitting a few sits away from him..
could feel the earth shaking..
and the chair rocking.
it felt like 'motion master'.
haha. so embarassing to be next to him sia..LOL.
the show was okaye.
i still prefer chicken little though..it was far more funnier.=p
hmmm.
after movie. we when off to swensen to eat icecream
spend $8.30 on a Frosted Chocolate Malt.
oww..big whole in the pocket.
but it was good.
that was my day.
oh yar. when i reach home.
want to use the stupid msn.
it wasnt working..freaking dumbass msn.
thx God i've got skype.=p
okay. friday once more i have exam.
i think that one i good game liao.
haha.
Friday, September 08, 2006. 9:00 AM .
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My Reflection.
i'm tired.
i'm really really tired.
i'm feeling the stress already.
exams after exams without a real holiday for a year.
i need a place to shout my problems.
i need a time of peace.
stop shouting ur complains of others at me at this time.
stop throwing ur tantrum even though i don't react to it much.
in times of stress, i need more support. not more nonsense.
i dun understand my parents.
y do they have to throw me to 2 schools and let me juz die there.
"God work for 6 days and He rested for 1 day."
"Basil work for 6 months and he rested for none."
perhaps that is y i m losing my productivity in workload.
perhaps that is y i m losing my patience.
perhaps that is y i m losing my black hair and they are turning white.
well. this is really strange.
i think God just spoke to me while i m writing this blog.
he just place this keychain infront of me.
i'm really really tired.
i'm feeling the stress already.
exams after exams without a real holiday for a year.
i need a place to shout my problems.
i need a time of peace.
stop shouting ur complains of others at me at this time.
stop throwing ur tantrum even though i don't react to it much.
in times of stress, i need more support. not more nonsense.
i dun understand my parents.
y do they have to throw me to 2 schools and let me juz die there.
"God work for 6 days and He rested for 1 day."
"Basil work for 6 months and he rested for none."
perhaps that is y i m losing my productivity in workload.
perhaps that is y i m losing my patience.
perhaps that is y i m losing my black hair and they are turning white.
well. this is really strange.
i think God just spoke to me while i m writing this blog.
he just place this keychain infront of me.
the picture is way too blur to read what is inscripted on
well.this is what it says.
"I can do all things through CHRIST which strengtheneth me."
phil 4:13
Oh well. i guess even God is telling me to press on
probably my harvest is just ahead.
i really dun know.
i dun know how is my harvest gonna be like.
my head just feels like an empty void now.
i see no link in how i can keep pressing on with little strength within me.
is asking for a week of rest too greedy?
or is it just a very childish thought in me?
m i too selfish in my ways?
or do i just fail to understand my original purpose on earth?
does the vision i contain just a mere fantasy of hope?
or is it just my vision being fogged by the storm?
m i too complacent with the position i stand?
or m i filled with pride that just never end?
my brain is overloaded with unnesessary things.
taking them out would just be a risk of creating more problems.
i guess being perfect in memory is the only hope of a clearer path ahead.
for history will be learn by ur own self-experiences.
How i wish i could go for overnight prayer meeting.
how i wish it was just nearer my home.
how i wish time is not a factor that will not obstruct my final objective.
if only i would learn to be more mature.
if only i would have less pride and more humanity.
if only my thoughts were higher than people.
if only i had the wisdom just like Jesus and Soloman.
if only i have faith that can move the mountains.
if only i have hands that can mold my vision.
i would be the perfect person in my own opinion.
but those were just wishes that has no foundation.
but those are just 'if', nothing but a theory.
"Take all my insufficiency and covert them to what You think is best for me.
let it not be my weakness be the hinderance to Your greater works.
but let me be the pillar with the strength You've provided.
use me to my fullest potential
and make change me to be the beacon of light instead of the attraction of sins.
let me live a life of love and compassion,
let me be blind to the ugly side of people and accept them like how Jesus did.
give me a heart of innocence and purity just like a child.
make me to be the men that live in righteousness and integrety.
and lastly.
remind me of the grace You have given to me and be grateful to those that deserve."
the 'things to do' list seems never ending for me.
i have too much to do that i cant even be bothered to list them down.
many say i m a bless person with little to complain about.
yes. i so agree with them.
some people thinks i seems to be living in a flawless life without a problem.
well. that is just my outter being u're looking at.
i have deep thoughts within the shell.
often people just look at the outter being of a person and fixed an assumption in it.
no doubt assumption is the lowest act of intelligence
this blog has ventured deep into my thoughts and have been read.
it took 2 hours and 15 minutes of my time to be completed while i was in deep stress.
i was and am really sleepy but pressure have to be release somewhere.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006. 4:52 AM .
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hey pple.
today i decided to fast for friday upcoming event.
well. i found out today is seriously the very wrong day to fast.
ALL THE TEMPTATION TO EAT DUNNO WHY ALL HAPPENS TODAY!!!
it was like.
i woke up late. then usual routine.
then take bus go school.
so super long. 1 hour bus ride. so i decided to sit infront of the TV to watch.
wah. so suay. the show was "Seoul Far Seoul Good".
And it was showing all the Korean food. =.=
reach school. [abit hungry by then]
so got a can of drink to make my stomach a little happy
then shucks..temptation all start coming at me.
pple around were like eating sweets and chewing chewing gum.
they offered me. i rejected.
then 1hour 30 minutes through lessons.
we were given a break.
then i juz sit in class. AGAIN. someone offer to buy me pau to eat.
wah..i have to reject..by then..my stomach crying liao.
then after awhile..
i start seeing pple bringing up food to the class to makan.
i still holding on..can tahan still.
then this stupid idiot china student go buy something so nice smelling
the smell was like so super delicious..and she was happily munching in class.
and i was like so super super super to the max tempted.
i was like..that is it man..i m going down to grap something to bite.
then thank God. break ended..
so i stuck in class with my stupid stomach grumbling away.
so to please my stomach. i went to get 2 cups of coffee from the drink vending machine
drink finish..lasted awhile.
then hungry again.
after awhile. my classmate behind me open a packet of chips and offered me. i have to reject it, and the feeling of rejecting food is so not me..so he offered again..and again have to reject.
wah..i dunno how on earth did i even manage to focus in class with a noisy stomach.
soon class ended. and i was like.
"shucks!! nothing to stop me from going to grap something to bite!!"
and so i walk out of school..and have to walk by the coffeeshop..
wah..u dunno how jia lat i was man..the stupid coffeeshop make me go mad.
after walking across the coffeeshop and headed for the mrt.
i thought all temptation would be over.
in the mrt from city hall to yio chu kang.[crowded train]
i took the train with BURGER KING ADVERTISMENT in it!!!
and i was like..OH SHUCKS OH SHUCKS!!!
then this person stand up from her sit.
and i saw the advertisement of BK written on the sit.
"Reserve: For the HUNGRY."
i waited for someone to sit.
no one sat down. so i knew that was MY sit. =p
got to yio chu kang.
took the bus home.
reach home.
saw a huge packet of "wang wang" biscuit.
at that time..i really cannot resist the temptation liao.
my stomach is like screaming at me..
making me internally deaf.
i ignore that packet. but i felt like crying sia..
u dunno the torture man..u just dunno..the love and passion i have over food.
okay. tried playing drums to divert my attention.
but in the end. no music was form but pure noise.
so. i decided to blog and complain of my really tempting day.
owww...
today i decided to fast for friday upcoming event.
well. i found out today is seriously the very wrong day to fast.
ALL THE TEMPTATION TO EAT DUNNO WHY ALL HAPPENS TODAY!!!
it was like.
i woke up late. then usual routine.
then take bus go school.
so super long. 1 hour bus ride. so i decided to sit infront of the TV to watch.
wah. so suay. the show was "Seoul Far Seoul Good".
And it was showing all the Korean food. =.=
reach school. [abit hungry by then]
so got a can of drink to make my stomach a little happy
then shucks..temptation all start coming at me.
pple around were like eating sweets and chewing chewing gum.
they offered me. i rejected.
then 1hour 30 minutes through lessons.
we were given a break.
then i juz sit in class. AGAIN. someone offer to buy me pau to eat.
wah..i have to reject..by then..my stomach crying liao.
then after awhile..
i start seeing pple bringing up food to the class to makan.
i still holding on..can tahan still.
then this stupid idiot china student go buy something so nice smelling
the smell was like so super delicious..and she was happily munching in class.
and i was like so super super super to the max tempted.
i was like..that is it man..i m going down to grap something to bite.
then thank God. break ended..
so i stuck in class with my stupid stomach grumbling away.
so to please my stomach. i went to get 2 cups of coffee from the drink vending machine
drink finish..lasted awhile.
then hungry again.
after awhile. my classmate behind me open a packet of chips and offered me. i have to reject it, and the feeling of rejecting food is so not me..so he offered again..and again have to reject.
wah..i dunno how on earth did i even manage to focus in class with a noisy stomach.
soon class ended. and i was like.
"shucks!! nothing to stop me from going to grap something to bite!!"
and so i walk out of school..and have to walk by the coffeeshop..
wah..u dunno how jia lat i was man..the stupid coffeeshop make me go mad.
after walking across the coffeeshop and headed for the mrt.
i thought all temptation would be over.
in the mrt from city hall to yio chu kang.[crowded train]
i took the train with BURGER KING ADVERTISMENT in it!!!
and i was like..OH SHUCKS OH SHUCKS!!!
then this person stand up from her sit.
and i saw the advertisement of BK written on the sit.
"Reserve: For the HUNGRY."
i waited for someone to sit.
no one sat down. so i knew that was MY sit. =p
got to yio chu kang.
took the bus home.
reach home.
saw a huge packet of "wang wang" biscuit.
at that time..i really cannot resist the temptation liao.
my stomach is like screaming at me..
making me internally deaf.
i ignore that packet. but i felt like crying sia..
u dunno the torture man..u just dunno..the love and passion i have over food.
okay. tried playing drums to divert my attention.
but in the end. no music was form but pure noise.
so. i decided to blog and complain of my really tempting day.
owww...
Saturday, September 02, 2006. 9:43 AM .
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today i saw something really hilarious.
after fellowshipping after dinner together with e371
i went off and headed for the mrt station.
at that moment,
nature called me, i wanted to hang up..
but in the end, decided to answer it.
so i went to the mrt toilet..
to only see the stupid yellow sign on the floor infront of the male saying..
"Cleaning in Progress"
so i decided to use the handicap toilet.
but before i could enter..
this lady was infront me la.
i dunno what is with her man..
she could have use the female but she didnt.
so she open the handicap toilet...wanted to enter..
to her horror..SHE SEES A GUY PEEING!!
so she freak out..
in the process of her being freak out!!..
she swings the door wide open.
and just to let u know.
the handicap toliet is in the public..
no extra door to cover..
SO THE PUBLIC COULD LIKE SEE HIM PEEING!!!
WAH!!!
and i could hear laughter all around when that happen.
then u know the worst part..
the lady didnt close the door right away lah..
she allow the door to swing wide open and SHE LEFT IT LIKE THAT!!!
so the poor guy was like expose!!
and HE CANT DO ANYTHING..CUZ HE IS IN THE PROCESS..
hahaahahaha.
after like awhile..
she finally close the door.
i bet that guy super malu after that..
hahaha..the guy also one of a kind lah..
he deseave it man.
who ask him dun lock the door.
this will teach him a lesson to lock the door when he pee next time..haha.
oh..
i also wanna share another thing in my blog.
remember about my aircon drowning me in my previous blog..
i decided to take a pic of it.
at the same time..show u how "neat" my room is..
this is the classic example of a very "neat" room.=D
i tell you. it is just a matter of time before i m buried by my own books and papers.
THEY ARE JUST ALL OVER MY ROOM!!.
after fellowshipping after dinner together with e371
i went off and headed for the mrt station.
at that moment,
nature called me, i wanted to hang up..
but in the end, decided to answer it.
so i went to the mrt toilet..
to only see the stupid yellow sign on the floor infront of the male saying..
"Cleaning in Progress"
so i decided to use the handicap toilet.
but before i could enter..
this lady was infront me la.
i dunno what is with her man..
she could have use the female but she didnt.
so she open the handicap toilet...wanted to enter..
to her horror..SHE SEES A GUY PEEING!!
so she freak out..
in the process of her being freak out!!..
she swings the door wide open.
and just to let u know.
the handicap toliet is in the public..
no extra door to cover..
SO THE PUBLIC COULD LIKE SEE HIM PEEING!!!
WAH!!!
and i could hear laughter all around when that happen.
then u know the worst part..
the lady didnt close the door right away lah..
she allow the door to swing wide open and SHE LEFT IT LIKE THAT!!!
so the poor guy was like expose!!
and HE CANT DO ANYTHING..CUZ HE IS IN THE PROCESS..
hahaahahaha.
after like awhile..
she finally close the door.
i bet that guy super malu after that..
hahaha..the guy also one of a kind lah..
he deseave it man.
who ask him dun lock the door.
this will teach him a lesson to lock the door when he pee next time..haha.
oh..
i also wanna share another thing in my blog.
remember about my aircon drowning me in my previous blog..
i decided to take a pic of it.
at the same time..show u how "neat" my room is..
this is the classic example of a very "neat" room.=D
i tell you. it is just a matter of time before i m buried by my own books and papers.
THEY ARE JUST ALL OVER MY ROOM!!.
Well..at least the papers are not on the floor..at least they are on the cupboard.
When i just got up from my bed..this is the very first sight.. and if u notice..u can actually see carefully on the right side of the picture..u will notice this silvery thing..which is my pot to collect water from my aircon which keeps drooling at my hot body.
this is when i turn my head to the right from my bed...good view eh.=D
This is wad is see when i turn my head even more to the right...what a beauty.
this is the pot to collect water..u see those 2 rags next to the pot. they are use to collect the overflow water from the pot..my room is madness man.
can someone be sweet and nice and volunteerily help and give my room a clean up.!!
wahahaha..any sponsors for me getting a maid!??
AHHH!!! SHIT MY AIRCON LAH..SO NOISY!!
my room is like Singapore weather.
It can be really hot and humid [Aircon off]
Or it also can be a really wet and rainy day [Aircon on]
the indoor version of Singapore. =.=