Saturday, May 30, 2009. 11:59 AM .
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Sophistication has taught me to appreciate the simple
Interestingly simpleness does not seems exist when it is appreciated
Meaningless are all things to the simple that meets the sophisticated
Priceless they become when the sophisticated understands the simple
Losing simplicity is painful
Ending all sophistication is ridiculous
Reply to tags.
Ching: hello. yup. so paiseh. now wearing braces. haha. oops. beat karen in getting it first though. haha=P
Georginaaa: Hello!! yo! i miss you peeps yo!! do mine if i come back and visit you guys?! LOL.
py: :( that sounds like a really depressing lunch for me...
To my friend whom i least understand: I really don't know how much i can further comprehend this. Give me time.
End of my tags
My quick updates about me!!
Hey peeps.
I'm officially a qualified driver!! Heh heh...sounds awesome eh.? Sounds too good to be true for me too. Oh oh..i'm also an offical graduade of NYP with the cert of dip. in banking and financial services!! woot. Many happenings in the week haha. I do not know where to begin eh. haha. anyway..no pictures today.
blogging!
Today is the day I see myself in a different light, and i realise one thing. I'm limited in capacity. My heart sank to the depths of my feet when i knew about it. That lead me to another realisation that my mind and my heart is now really far apart. my mind was in cloud nine and my heart was just smelling my toes. It was a really strange feeling, never felt before, i felt so extreme that i didnt' know if logic make sense or if emotions are correct. Crazy eh? Yeah. totally agree. both are pulling me hard on each extreme, i feel like a rope in the game of tug-of-war. it is just a matter of time before i snap. When will emotions and logic start becoming friends and not rivals. damn.
Interestingly simpleness does not seems exist when it is appreciated
Meaningless are all things to the simple that meets the sophisticated
Priceless they become when the sophisticated understands the simple
Losing simplicity is painful
Ending all sophistication is ridiculous
Reply to tags.
Ching: hello. yup. so paiseh. now wearing braces. haha. oops. beat karen in getting it first though. haha=P
Georginaaa: Hello!! yo! i miss you peeps yo!! do mine if i come back and visit you guys?! LOL.
py: :( that sounds like a really depressing lunch for me...
To my friend whom i least understand: I really don't know how much i can further comprehend this. Give me time.
End of my tags
My quick updates about me!!
Hey peeps.
I'm officially a qualified driver!! Heh heh...sounds awesome eh.? Sounds too good to be true for me too. Oh oh..i'm also an offical graduade of NYP with the cert of dip. in banking and financial services!! woot. Many happenings in the week haha. I do not know where to begin eh. haha. anyway..no pictures today.
blogging!
Today is the day I see myself in a different light, and i realise one thing. I'm limited in capacity. My heart sank to the depths of my feet when i knew about it. That lead me to another realisation that my mind and my heart is now really far apart. my mind was in cloud nine and my heart was just smelling my toes. It was a really strange feeling, never felt before, i felt so extreme that i didnt' know if logic make sense or if emotions are correct. Crazy eh? Yeah. totally agree. both are pulling me hard on each extreme, i feel like a rope in the game of tug-of-war. it is just a matter of time before i snap. When will emotions and logic start becoming friends and not rivals. damn.
Sunday, May 17, 2009. 12:34 PM .
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History never seems to change,
But my life ain't the same.
Maybe that's why my name stays the same,
while my mind is totally change.
Maybe that's why my name stays the same,
while my mind is totally change.
Reply to taggers after 5th April 2009 till today.
py: yes i do fear, "the first sign of wisdom is having the fear of the Lord". =D anyway, lets have round 2 of lunch together with Naomi when my teeth feels better. haha
viian: Haha. Well, i didn't know u like fishing. hehe. but yeah. i'll call you along so as long as i remember k. stay awesome=]
ADVERTISERS: OH CRABBY GRAPES AND PEPPERONI, GO FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO ADVERTISE FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY AND ALL MAN-KIND PLEASE.
This entry will be made of 3 parts in my blog
PART I
Remember the last time I made attempts to write a diary on the blog and how i detested it. I'm going to try the 2nd time, let's hope it works.
Hey. I've really a lot in my mind for the last 1 month. Both good and bad. I don't know where to start but I'll start here. It has already been a month since i last go drunk. Thankfully I ain't thinking of having the sick feeling again, ha! it screwed me bad enough already. Really sorry to the victim though.
For the last few days I've been talking to a friend through phone messages and phone calls. Well, my friend needed some help. She needed a pair of working ears to listen, and so I offered. After few days of intense listening, I realized my insufficiency were too much to comprehend what she had to offer. My friend told me i won't understand, and my friend was right, i really don't.
You know diary, i really hate writing about things i don't like to talk about, but it is the things that i hate that seems to bother me then the things that I enjoy. Sheesh..Screw it. I dun wanna write no more, least i expose more of those that should be kept aside.
I guess writing a diary was never my cup of tea.
Anyway. Reading what I've wrote, it makes me think that I've got problems to resolve in my life and I guess one way i can start it with is by saying it here.
To my victim when i was drunk: I don't blame the liquor, i don't blame your feelings, i don't blame anyone but, myself, for the lack of self-control. Yes, you saw me ran! i was fleeing and avoiding eye contact, not because i wasn't sincere about my apology, but i was ashame, i was afraid, there was no way i could be myself if i had stood there.
To my friend whom i least understand: 3 is a number that is too big for me to count in a "problem sum", if #1 walks by the shattered stainglass, #2 have been admiring the stainglass art, then where is #3 placed at? 1...2...???? I do wonder at times if i'm part of the "problem sum", please enlighten me.
end of Part I
PART II
Jellyfishes!!!
Remember my last post said that i killed 2 jellyfishes?! Here are the pics of them. The pictures will explain them for itself. enjoy!!
end of Part II
PART III
Praise the Lord!! I'm moving on stronger in faith! I'm finally playing guitar for the cell group!! Haha. i'm so stressed about, but praise the Lord once again!! Cuz i've got a member in my cell who is rising up with me so that things won't be so boring! Yay!
Also. not to forget, i'm officially wearing braces! You can refer to the top, the very first picture. look closely, and u'll notice my mouth is filled with metal!!. Hey! don't laugh at me. Remember the story of the ugly duckling??! i guess that's how things are gonna be for me. haha. smile! =D
The end
py: yes i do fear, "the first sign of wisdom is having the fear of the Lord". =D anyway, lets have round 2 of lunch together with Naomi when my teeth feels better. haha
viian: Haha. Well, i didn't know u like fishing. hehe. but yeah. i'll call you along so as long as i remember k. stay awesome=]
ADVERTISERS: OH CRABBY GRAPES AND PEPPERONI, GO FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO ADVERTISE FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY AND ALL MAN-KIND PLEASE.
end of tags
This entry will be made of 3 parts in my blog
PART I
Remember the last time I made attempts to write a diary on the blog and how i detested it. I'm going to try the 2nd time, let's hope it works.
Hey. I've really a lot in my mind for the last 1 month. Both good and bad. I don't know where to start but I'll start here. It has already been a month since i last go drunk. Thankfully I ain't thinking of having the sick feeling again, ha! it screwed me bad enough already. Really sorry to the victim though.
For the last few days I've been talking to a friend through phone messages and phone calls. Well, my friend needed some help. She needed a pair of working ears to listen, and so I offered. After few days of intense listening, I realized my insufficiency were too much to comprehend what she had to offer. My friend told me i won't understand, and my friend was right, i really don't.
You know diary, i really hate writing about things i don't like to talk about, but it is the things that i hate that seems to bother me then the things that I enjoy. Sheesh..Screw it. I dun wanna write no more, least i expose more of those that should be kept aside.
I guess writing a diary was never my cup of tea.
Anyway. Reading what I've wrote, it makes me think that I've got problems to resolve in my life and I guess one way i can start it with is by saying it here.
To my victim when i was drunk: I don't blame the liquor, i don't blame your feelings, i don't blame anyone but, myself, for the lack of self-control. Yes, you saw me ran! i was fleeing and avoiding eye contact, not because i wasn't sincere about my apology, but i was ashame, i was afraid, there was no way i could be myself if i had stood there.
To my friend whom i least understand: 3 is a number that is too big for me to count in a "problem sum", if #1 walks by the shattered stainglass, #2 have been admiring the stainglass art, then where is #3 placed at? 1...2...???? I do wonder at times if i'm part of the "problem sum", please enlighten me.
end of Part I
PART II
Jellyfishes!!!
Remember my last post said that i killed 2 jellyfishes?! Here are the pics of them. The pictures will explain them for itself. enjoy!!
end of Part II
PART III
Praise the Lord!! I'm moving on stronger in faith! I'm finally playing guitar for the cell group!! Haha. i'm so stressed about, but praise the Lord once again!! Cuz i've got a member in my cell who is rising up with me so that things won't be so boring! Yay!
Also. not to forget, i'm officially wearing braces! You can refer to the top, the very first picture. look closely, and u'll notice my mouth is filled with metal!!. Hey! don't laugh at me. Remember the story of the ugly duckling??! i guess that's how things are gonna be for me. haha. smile! =D
The end