Sunday, June 18, 2006. 10:52 AM .
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The Prophecy
"Honor your parents" as what the bible say,
i ask myself this.
Have i done what HolyBook says!?
Have i done what HolyBook says!?
Self-questioning
Sitting infront of this laptop,
pondering upon the question that bothered me for the past 1 hour.
pondering upon the question that bothered me for the past 1 hour.
Wisdom strike me, and as quickly as it came,
it left.
it left.
In a state of confussion,
i felt like a ragged doll toss into a washing machine.
i felt like a ragged doll toss into a washing machine.
Spinning spinning spinning..
gosh! now my head hurts.
gosh! now my head hurts.
Visions of the past
It has came to past that i have been an unfaithful son
i tried ways to cover what was fact
but it was nothing but mere self-deceiving
i told people of how much i love my parents
but what actions have i done to prove it so.
perhaps i'm too generous with the words i use and say,
my words will lose its value, its just somedays.
i cant allow this to happen!
i cant allow this to happen!
i have to do something about it!
The encounter
the Lord was kind, He heard my plea.
He shared with me a story,
a story that so touch my heart.
The presence of the Lord
Reading through a passage made of a true and sincere heart,
resentment came upon as guilt fills me up.
For a moment,
i felt like a whimp.
i'm like tearing over something i have read.
WHAT HAPPEN TO THE MALE'S PRIDE IN ME!???
it just disappear.
The process of Enlightenment(Painful)
After reading through what the Lord had shared,
i was just about to fill more guilt into my head.
But before i could really do so,
He smacked me really hard on my head.
And i was enlighten.
He smacked me really hard on my head.
And i was enlighten.
The Enlightenment
How silly of me to feel guilt when i still have the chance to do what is right!??
What ever has past shall be history and let no one dwell about it.
take every single opportunity to show them your love.
More than just your mouth,
But through you actions.
Piecing all together
Now i see why my leader has been talking to me about gratefulness
it was nothing but a plan from the Lord
He made a friend share with me a story
to ascertain me that it is indeed from the word of God Himself.
Scolding myself (You can ignore this)
Oh indeed, how oblivious can i get at times
so lost in my own world,
always thinking of who can help me,
instead of who can i help.
Goal settings
Time to be better man
a man that knows how to appreciate things he have
a man that knows how to appreciate things he have
a man that knows the meaning love
and a man that knows how to act out this love
My short prayer
Lord.
teach me not to seek for what i want,
teach me not to seek for what i want,
but be grateful to what i have been given.