Monday, September 25, 2006. 12:15 PM .
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Dear Basil.
It has been ages since you last reflected on yourself. 17 years of your life has pass already, 17 years of life put to waste, 17 less years to live of what God has plan for your time on Earth. When will you ripen up and mature like the rest of the other 17 year old people?
This frustration has been bottled up for a really long time already. You’re such a fool. Wisent up would you!? Look at yourself? Stare at the mirror now. You’re a joke of the society. Can you dress up properly and do something about your hair. What is the different between you and a nerd? I see no comparison at this rate. Now about your character, you’re such a dude who just talk about things you’re gonna do, but where the fish are the actions? Often you always manage to convinced yourself as well as others the things you say, but tell me now, how often you walk the talk? What about prophecy? God has already been speaking to you about this for more than a month already. During time of prophecy, He never fails to give you the WORDS He wants you to say and tell the cell group. What is taking you so long to step out in faith you coward? Has the cell have too many members for you that you dare not speak up? You’re no more a kid let me remind you once again. Don’t ever test my patience for too long or the wrath of Basil will come upon you. Pull up your socks now, change now, not later.
Truthfully, it is really painful to know that it is taking you ages to change for the better and to mature up. You’ve been through the ups and downs with me and still you’ve failed to learn from your past experience. You know the lacerating pain I feel don’ts you? Now the trust you’ve once earn is now gone due to the lack of sheer responsibility of taking actions over your words. The shelter you’ve made is nothing but a temporary roof that is now collapsing over you. It is really saddening to finally know that whatever you do is mainly for the short-coming, and it really hurt me most to see that your life has not improve much. You’re such a disappointment at times.
I’m starting to feel the fear in myself that you’re never gonna change. Voices kept buzzing around my head like pesky flies that would not go away, instilling fear within the weak heart beneath the chest. Is speaking a word of prophecy a task so hard to be done? Are you waiting for the chance where God decided to use someone else to speak up for Him? Losing a chance to rise up ain’t cool at all Basil. This fear have been wandering around the void of the thoughts for a really long time now, are you not going to take any action and deal with that problem?
Reality is now crashing down onto me like a brick, oh how foolish and unwise of me to stay like these all this while. You could have realize your problems and mistakes earlier you know. Now so much time has been wasted, and so many people have already fell victim to your irresponsibility’s. My mind is in a whirl, I felt like a ragged doll spinning around in my washing machine, as confusion fill its way up to the very thought of a changing life. “Why haven’t you done this earlier??” If you had changed like primary 1 or something, you probably be a person in a smarter stream when you had reach secondary school.
Okay, shake yourself up and get outta this emotional feelings man. Real men don’t cry over spilled milk or their problems, they freaking solve it. If you know you’re a men filled with flaws and blemishes, time to do some polishing over yourself and make yourself a much more shinier you and be the light and salt of the world. Be a beacon of attraction to man and see you as the living example of a good testimony!!
I still love you Basil, I love you too much for you to continue to remain the same. Live your life to your fullest, for your life is priceless in my opinion. Nothing in this world has the title to replace where you stand, I may be bias, but I don’t care. I love you and you know you’re the best. Rock on Basil, rock on.
Sign.
Sincerely me.
It has been ages since you last reflected on yourself. 17 years of your life has pass already, 17 years of life put to waste, 17 less years to live of what God has plan for your time on Earth. When will you ripen up and mature like the rest of the other 17 year old people?
This frustration has been bottled up for a really long time already. You’re such a fool. Wisent up would you!? Look at yourself? Stare at the mirror now. You’re a joke of the society. Can you dress up properly and do something about your hair. What is the different between you and a nerd? I see no comparison at this rate. Now about your character, you’re such a dude who just talk about things you’re gonna do, but where the fish are the actions? Often you always manage to convinced yourself as well as others the things you say, but tell me now, how often you walk the talk? What about prophecy? God has already been speaking to you about this for more than a month already. During time of prophecy, He never fails to give you the WORDS He wants you to say and tell the cell group. What is taking you so long to step out in faith you coward? Has the cell have too many members for you that you dare not speak up? You’re no more a kid let me remind you once again. Don’t ever test my patience for too long or the wrath of Basil will come upon you. Pull up your socks now, change now, not later.
Truthfully, it is really painful to know that it is taking you ages to change for the better and to mature up. You’ve been through the ups and downs with me and still you’ve failed to learn from your past experience. You know the lacerating pain I feel don’ts you? Now the trust you’ve once earn is now gone due to the lack of sheer responsibility of taking actions over your words. The shelter you’ve made is nothing but a temporary roof that is now collapsing over you. It is really saddening to finally know that whatever you do is mainly for the short-coming, and it really hurt me most to see that your life has not improve much. You’re such a disappointment at times.
I’m starting to feel the fear in myself that you’re never gonna change. Voices kept buzzing around my head like pesky flies that would not go away, instilling fear within the weak heart beneath the chest. Is speaking a word of prophecy a task so hard to be done? Are you waiting for the chance where God decided to use someone else to speak up for Him? Losing a chance to rise up ain’t cool at all Basil. This fear have been wandering around the void of the thoughts for a really long time now, are you not going to take any action and deal with that problem?
Reality is now crashing down onto me like a brick, oh how foolish and unwise of me to stay like these all this while. You could have realize your problems and mistakes earlier you know. Now so much time has been wasted, and so many people have already fell victim to your irresponsibility’s. My mind is in a whirl, I felt like a ragged doll spinning around in my washing machine, as confusion fill its way up to the very thought of a changing life. “Why haven’t you done this earlier??” If you had changed like primary 1 or something, you probably be a person in a smarter stream when you had reach secondary school.
Okay, shake yourself up and get outta this emotional feelings man. Real men don’t cry over spilled milk or their problems, they freaking solve it. If you know you’re a men filled with flaws and blemishes, time to do some polishing over yourself and make yourself a much more shinier you and be the light and salt of the world. Be a beacon of attraction to man and see you as the living example of a good testimony!!
I still love you Basil, I love you too much for you to continue to remain the same. Live your life to your fullest, for your life is priceless in my opinion. Nothing in this world has the title to replace where you stand, I may be bias, but I don’t care. I love you and you know you’re the best. Rock on Basil, rock on.
Sign.
Sincerely me.