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Monday, February 05, 2007. 3:38 AM .

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Mother: whoa mama. wad are u doing here? yeah. no doubt could i ever win my mama. my mama win me. CORRECT!?? See..ur son so smart, time to get him something in reward. Hint hint, my birthday coming..LOL. Good idea right? haha.

Cechao: yeah man, tag board is back which means chaos can once again come to my blog. haha. even then, i cant make it this Friday for training, i'll come subsequently though. hahaha. I'm so excited about it..LOL. running 21 km is very challenging indeed. haha.

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hmmmm. i shall talk about Saturday service with pastor Ulf Ekman.

alright. but where do i begin. Intended date to be read: 9th February 2007

hey jas-, i hope you found this msg not through by chance but by receiving the first msg i send you.

hmmm. haha. very risky but still have to be done. innovation have to begin somewhere

alright, he was telling us to reach out to the lost, he was prophesying about our church going out into the mission field. and I'll start it like this.

then he prayed for our church to rise up more people to enter it.

then he said, well, there is a part where i really feel a little unfair on how life is made.

but yet, it is still a duty and someone have to do it. And since I'm the guy, it is by order of

those who will go out to the mission field the moment God ask you to even though you cant predict what is up next for you, please come to the front of the stage.(something like that, cant recall exactly what he said.) nature for me to take the initiative to tell you of my feelings that I've got for you. Yes. You probably guessed it already on what I'm trying to say to you right. It took me a

i stood there at my seat, and prayed.really long time to actually gather my courage and tell you this, a little encouragement please. Haha. Yeah. All my great ideas

i ask God what is his plans for me, He didn't say, but something just tells me to go to the front. i was confuse and afraid. And then God spoke through pastor Ulf,and plans were birth forth a long time ago, but it is just that i felt that i need more time to prepare it. And so i decided to use my birthday as my
"Go out to the real world, feel what is it like to be out there, your life will be far more interesting." and he continued saying about something, which i currently seems to have problem recalling wad he said, it is something to do about not be afraid or something. yeah. something like that.golden opportunity to tell you how i feel for you.Yes.You're right!

well, at the same time, i felt the presence of God around, and so i decided to go forth and take that step of faith. I LIKE YOU. 3 simple words. that is all. Saying these, i really hope that we can take on a new level of friendship. Yup.

At the alter court, my legs were trembling and tears trickled down my cheeks. i was in my own world discussing with myself and constantly questioning if i knew what on planet Earth do knew what i was doing. Then i started to take a glimpsed of what was going around, and the pastors were going around praying for those who were at the alter court. and soon my turn came, and i knew that God was there.More than just study mate. More than just church mate. More than just best friends. You know

He touched my head and i fell to the ground, from that point on, i knew that I've made a commitment to God, that i would step out of this land, and do missions too. what i mean. i know that this year is a

I was still afraid, I've just made a commitment, what if i can't perform it? what if i just don't have the time to spare? what if.., and the "if" statement just goes on and on and on.very busy and important year for you as you'll be taking your o levels and all. But i want to be there for you. I want to be the one

i open eyes as soon as i knew i was firmly on the ground, and stared to the ceiling. The piercing lights from the stage shine deep down into my eyes, i knew it was time that i rise up to another level. i got up and soon after, the pastor came up and said it is time to take on china and get them to Christ. that stand by you and encourages you to press on, i want to be the one that make your stressful studying life a fun and enjoyable one.

And my jaw drop and it was at the verge of dislocating. CHINA?? how on earth am i going to survive there if ever i were to plant myself there as a missionary? but after awhile, i thought to myself, I'm a Chinese after all, why would i die there? apart from my rotten spoken Chinese, i can read and write Chinese. so I'll probably survive there. At the very most, I'll just study Chinese from the basic again. Easier said than done though. Can i be that special someone? You're the first person I've said this to and i am serious. i hope you will give me the honor and the chance

oh well. to express how i feel. Thats my birthday wish, and you're the only one who can fulfil it.

If you feel that i'm not sincere enough, here is how it goes...

Lord. I believe, help my unbelief.I'll see you at your block downstairs 5 minutes before midnight. I'll be there.